Courage Is

I think I'm having a breakdown

My tummy is starting to hurt again

and I feel sick all the time

and I'm really upset lately

I need a weekend get away

To go somewhere nice not here or North Canton

Everything seems to be ruined now and I feel like I can't do anything

I have to worry about work and how many more days in a row I'm going to be there and have to cancel all my plans that I had made because I have to go there... I hate it there and I just want it to be time for school now because then I don't have to go to that stupid shit hole... 

='/

Sorry about that

uhhhhh I would like credit to my homie Mrs.G for taking the pictures that I played with in the last post... I forgot and she reminded me, so here you go a whole post giving you credit =]

Extremely Bored

It's Over

Softball is over for the summer... 

I'm a little upset. 

The girls did real well though

they came in 8th-ish out of 26

That's pretty good seeing as to how they were playing against sophomores in highschool and our youngest player is 11.... hmmmm....

I'm really going to miss going to watch her play...

I guess I will just have to go watch her play volleyball when school starts.

It's Amazing

Well... Allie and her team had their last game last night... and let me tell you.. I have never been so nervous in my entire life. Even while I was playing the 3 billion sports that I played.  I was never as nervous as last night.  I was to the point that I was shaking so bad that I could barely keep score and I thought I was going to get sick.  The girls played well but the other team was huge and they could hit [well some of them].  Our girls were winning like 9-3 at one point and slowly but surely it was the bottom of the 7th inning and Perry scored 3 runs to send us into the International Tie breaker which makes both teams start off with the last recorded batter on second base. So needless to say Allie was up first in the top of the 8th. If I remember correctly I think she either walked or struck out looking.  We scored 3 runs in the top of the inning and then perry came up to bat.  Allie wasn't really getting any good calls.  The ump wasn't giving her any of her corners.  She had to throw right down the middle [she seemed to be doing something weird last night to cause everything to be outside] or it was a ball.  Well anyways we ended up winning the game 12-11 and finished the season up 13-1.  

This is where it gets good.  At the end of the game when the teams line up and say good game, the coach that was coaching first for Perry went through our entire line and told all of our girls "Merry Christmas." Well Phil Forshey heard that and he looked at him and said wow nice comment coach, and they started jawing each other and then my uncle steve stepped in and called the other coach a screw ball.  We also found out that the other team likes to cheat and on of their games they brought up a 12 year old pitcher to pitch for them and it was still during her season of 12u which in the rule book is illegal and should have caused them to forfit so many games.  So needless to say they like to play to win but they cheat to do it and when they lose they cry and complain

Doing What I Do Best

Dear God...Would You Please Make My Life Less Boring?!...Mmmk...Thanks Created by daizy62 and taken 402 times on Bzoink
Who was the first person you spoke to today?:	I'm going to go with Ashley at work
Who was the last?:	my mother
Have you told anyone you loved them today?:	I have =]
Are you wearing shoes at the moment?:	nope that's overrated
When did you last shower?:	last night... I'm gonna before I go to bed
What song is stuck in your head right now?:	Waking Up In Vegas
Does it snow where you live?:	For Real?? YESSSSSS
Do you live within an hour of the ocean?:	I wish
Do you ever do things even though you know you'll regret it later?:	eh, not so much
Biggest mistake of your life?:	ha
What are you currently sitting/laying on?:	the computer chair
Who is your oldest friend?:	like age... Steph... Known the longest... Hope
How long have you known them?:	since kindergarten or something like that
Where are they right now?:	hell if I know
Have you ever dated a friend of one of your siblings?:	that would be weird
How old is your oldest living grandparent?:	eh, 72ish
What were you doing at 11am this morning?:	working thank you very much
What do you plan to be doing 2 hours from now?:	probably watching television
Where were you living in 1993?:	yes for 2 whole years
Were you even born?:	uhhh duhhhhhh
Do you remember who you were dating in July 2006?:	yes I do
Are you still dating that person?:	no I'm not
Who was the last non-relative of the same sex you had a conversation with?:	Umm... I'm gonna say Ally or Ashley at work
Last non-relative of the opposite sex?:	David
Has anyone kissed you today?:	no... he's on college visits until Friday
What is the best gift someone can give you?:	umm... I guess their friendship and knowing I can trust them
Do you tend to fall for people who don't return your feelings?:	nahhh
Why did your last relationship end?:	who the eff cares
Who ended it?:	him
Where do you go to school, if anywhere?:	I will go to Walsh University next month =o
Do you have a job?:	I do
Where?:	Marc's
How long have you worked there?:	a little over a month
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:	Walsh
Who were the last 3 people to leave you a comment/wall post?:	Idk
Are you left-handed?:	no
Do you wear contacts?:	yes
Have you ever been a clown for Halloween?:	yesssssss many many years ago
Where are the last three places you went?:	umm... Davids... bed.. work
Do you remember what the price of gas was the last time you saw it?:	2.41 maybe
Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke?:	pepsi
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?:	no =/ it's almost long enough for a pony tail though
Do you tend to go for guys/girls with certain eye/hair colors?:	eh.. not so much.. personality is key.. along with trust and someone who is not insecure
What time did you go to bed last night?:	11:30 maybe
When did you get up this morning?:	7:45
When was the last time it rained?:	good question
Are your finger nails painted at the moment?:	no
Have you ever made yourself throw up?:	no
Why?:	i haven't
Do you ever go hunting/fishing?:	used to
When was the last time you went camping?:	wow like 6 years ago
Are you currently wearing anything orange?:	nope sorry
Do you know anyone who is a nurse?:	eh... I guess
Would you prefer to own a lapdog or a bigger dog?:	lap/purse dog
Are you more of a cat person?:	no
Are you currently wearing any jewelry?:	belly ring
Was any of it given to you?:	no... If I had my ring on then I would
If so, by whom?:	well if I had it on then David
What is your worst subject?:	science
What was theh worst thing to happen to you today?:	I kicked the wall and thought I broke my toes
What are you looking forward to tomorrow?:	nothing really
When did you last see the last person you kissed?:	last night
Are you dating this person?:	I am
Do you know anyone who plays guitar?:	my boyfriend =]
Do you play guitar?:	righttttttttttttttt
Did anyone tell you that you looked nice today?:	nope
How many missed calls have you had today?:	none
Who were the last three people to call you?:	Aunt Connie, Aunt Dee, Heather
Who were the last three people you called?:	my mama, aunt connie and my mama again
Have you had to have stitches at all in the last year?:	nope
Did you graduate high school within the last 3 years?:	yes
If not, will you graduate within the next 3 years?:	no
How old will you be on your next birthday?:	19
Which is coming next: Christmas or your birthday?:	christmas
How many people live in the same household as you?:	4
Have you ever visited another country?:	no I want to though
If so, how long were you there?:	I wasn't
Do you have any money on yourself at the moment?:	yes
Do you sleep in the nude?:	everynight..... haha just kidding... never
Do you ever walk around the house naked if no one is home?:	hell no.. I'm scared someone is watching
What is your favorite way to spend a rainy morning?:	sleepinggggggg
What is your favorite way to spend a cool autumn night?:	by a bon fire with my family and friends
Where was the last place you slept other than your house?:	Tiffnay's maybe
Have you ever stayed up all night and then gone to work in the morning?:	no
Is there anyone you wish you could see right now?:	yes indeed
Do you have any big plans for the weekend?:	no
How many relationships have you been in so far this year?:	one
Do you prefer to be single or with someone?:	with someone
Do you have any tattoos?:	no
Are you planning on getting any?:	no
Would you pierce your nipples for $100?:	no
Did you lose your virginity before you were sixteen?:	no
Have you ever dated someone who had a child?:	no
What are the middle names of everyone in your family?:	the family I live with..Lynn, Andrew, Nicole, Dawn
Are you taller than 5'6"?:	nope
Where did you go the last time you took a vacation?:	ha... Erie Pennsylvania
If you could live in a tv show, which one would you be in?:	Cribs lol
Would you ever consider adoption?:	yes
Who is someone you aspire to be like?:	umm.. I can't reveal that...
How do you feel about your life right now?:	it's great...
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