I'm Done

Well last night I graduated! HOORAYYY... I made it.  I'm was so nervous when it all started, but by the end of the night I was super happy.  It's kind of a weird feeling now, because I don't really know what to do now.  I had so much to look forward to before last night, and now I have nothing.  It's so weird.  It's like I just sit here hoping something comes looking for me.  I was really proud of myself because I made it through the entire ceremony without crying, although I realized that was more than likely the last time I would see everyone together in that big group, and in the fall everyone is going their own ways.  Although I don't like some of the people in my graduating class, it was nice to see everyone together.  

But, I'm looking forward to summer, and I can't wait to have late night bon-fires, and hang out with my friends all day, go swimming, and of course work on my tan too.  It's going to be amazing

I Guess I Thought That This Would Never End...

- - Well as crazy as it seems, my days at Canton South High School are finally over...
Today was boring just like any other last day of school, and I don't think that the "you really aren't going back there anymore" has hit me yet. I'm still in, oh yeah I'm done I made it 4 years without failing mode. After lunch, I was counting down the minutes until my last day of school would be over... I mean I'm pretty excited, but kinda nervous at the same time [Weird I know]. It just feels so weird. In 3 months I'm going to be in a whole new atmosphere not knowing anything and figuring out that I am responsible and I have to do my assignments and there are no retakes if I fail a test, and I can't slack off. I'll admit that I'm really nervous for that, but then again I think I am ready for it. I need a challenge.

- - I have to go in tomorrow at 11 for a pre-calc final that's going to kill me... But I guess I'll live... whatever it can't be any worse than I have done in there all year... so whatever... As soon as I am done taking my final....

SWEET SUMMERTIME!!

I'm really excited.. that means sleeping in and staying out late, and seeing my friends whenever I want and not having to worry about it being a "school night."

I know most of you know this song, but I thought it was appropriate so I'm gonna post it....

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]