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Sunday, July 6, 2008

Spill Your Heart Out

I don't know what to do anymore.
I am so tired of everything, I can't take much more.
I am tired of fighting about stupid stuff and then, everything is turned around and becomes my fault.
I am tired of being a bitch because I stick up for myself.
I can't take it anymore.
I have had a pretty hard week.
I am pretty upset lately, and I know I shouldn't be.
Ahhh....

Well on a good note, I am going up to Cedar Point Friday!!
Vacation is in 12 days
Pretty excited!! I can't wait to take pictures, and scope out all the cute boys, even though that might not be such a good idea because my grandpa told me he was going to take his shot gun down to the beach with him and shoot any boy that talked to me because I was his girlfriend!! Thank God he was only kidding!!

To kill boredom
What is the cutest thing your partner/crush has done?:well.... don't have a partner, and I have a crush.. but he doesn't know
If you were in a food fight, what food would be your weapon of choice?:corn on the cob!
What is your favorite kind of chapstick?:anything that works
What was one of your favorite movies as a child?:aladdin
If you could master one instrument, what would it be?:drums
What was the last book you read about?:I am reading A Million Little Pieces, last one I finished, My Sisters Keeper
Can you say the alphabet backwards?:If I think about it and go really really slow
High tops or low tops? (Converses):neither
If you could join one band, what band would you pick?:idc
What are some words you have difficulty pronouncing?:yeah but I don't remember what they are
Do you believe conspiracies exist in the government?:
Do you like rings, earrings, or necklaces more?:umm.... I don't really wear any, so I dunno
What is your favorite type of hairstyle on the opposite sex?:short hair
How many times in the last two months have you been hit on?:umm... well lets see... 3 or 4 just this month
If you're mad while driving, do you flip people off?:if they make me really really mad, I usually cuss at them
Would you rather be a scientist or a theorist?:neither
Which of the planets is your favorite?:Earth duh
Have you ever made faces at people staring?:mhm
What, to you, is the definition of love (if any)?:
Most embarrassing thing that happened to you with your bf/gf?:haha... well you see, I was texting him from softball and texting a friend and sent the text to him that was supposed to go to my friend =o
Have you ever had a dream you were of the opposite sex?:no
Who is your favorite movie director?:idk
Do you know what a "savant" is?:no
Have you slipped and fell on ice this year?:haha I didnt fall but I slipped
What is the fastest you have ever gone in a car?:110
How would life be if someone took away your cell phone?:I would die.. my phone = my life
Do you enjoy driving the interstate?:yes I sure do
If you were to pick out a band name, what would it be?:OT fo sho
What political group do you affiliate with and why?:democrat... I dunno that's what my entire family is
Would you rather hop or skip everywhere?:neither
What is your favorite song to sing along to?:anything I know the words to duh I am the human singing machine
Do you care what happens in politics/your government?:ummm... not right now
What is the bigges thing you wish to accomplish in this life?:umm.. go to college and get a good job, and get married, and have a family!
If you were to paint the sky another color, what would it be?:PINK!!
If one band could be President of the USA, which band would you choose?:idk
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Everything people want to know about you...and then some
"The basics"
FULL NAME?:Melissa haha
BIRTHDAY?:6-14
BIRTHPLACE?:Canton
HEIGHT?:5 5 ish
HAIR COLOR?:dirty blonde
EYE COLOR?:blueeeeeeeeeee
ZODIAC SIGN?:gemini
SEX?:female
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?:umm... capris and a T shirt
"Your Family"
ARE YOU PRARENTS TOGETHER?:mhm
DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?:mhm
MOMS NAME?:mama
DADS NAME?:dad
DO YOU HAVE STEP PARENTS?:no
IF SO WHAT ARE THERE NAMES?:none
IS FAMILY IMPORTANT TO YOU?:yea
"Your Friends"
WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?:Foltzy
WHO ARE YOUR 3 CLOSEST FRIENDS?:Foltz, Allie, and hmmm....... Amber and Hope, yeah thats 4 I know
WHO IS YOUR NEWEST FRIEND?:umm... probably Amber
WHO IS YOU OLDEST FRIEND?:Hope
WHO IS THE FUNNIEST?:All of them
WHO IS THE LOUDEST?:I'm gonna have to say Amber
WHO DO YOU SPEND MOST OF YOUR TIME WITH?:Allie b/c she is my little sis
WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?:all of em
WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?:my best friend YES, just a friend maybe depends on who it is
"Relationships...Past Present and Future"
ARE YOU IN A RELASHONSHIP?:I wish
WHATS THE NAME OF YOUR BF,GF OR CRUSH?:ha!!I cant tell you
DO YOU LIKE BEING TAKEN OR SINGLE:either
HOW MANY XS HAVE YOU HAD?:umm... 2
WHATS THE LONGEST RELASHONSHIP YOUVE EVER HAD?:yr n a half
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?:YES I AM
DO YOU WANNA GET MARRIED?:yes
DO YOU WANT KIDS?:yes
IF SO HOW MANY?:2 or 3
"Favorites"
COLOR?:pink
FOOD?:chicken
DRINK?:dr.pepper
ALCOHOLIC DRINK?:not old enough, but watermelon smirnoff didn't taste too bad
SONG?:a tonnnnnnnnnnn
FAST FOOD?:taco bell
SEASON?:summaaaaaaaaaa
MONTH?:June-mid August
ANIMAL?:dog
PLACE TO BE?:anywhere but my house
MOVIE?:tonsssssss
CAR?:one I can drive
"Have you Ever"
BEEN IN LOVE?:sure
SMOKED?:no
BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW?:no
BEEN ON A PLANE?:no
BEEN OUT OF STATE?:yes
DRIVEN A CAR?:yes
ATE AN OCTOPUSS?:hell no
"Who What When Where was the last"
MOVIE YOU SAW?:idr
THING YOU ATE?:stuffed shells
PERSON YOU TALKED TO?:Foltz and my mama
SHOW YOU WATCHED?:The Secret Life of the American Teenager
PERSON TO CALL YOU?:Amber
person you hugged?:umm... good question
person you made out with?:umm.. Justin a longggggggg time ago haha =o
person you slept with?:umm.. all by myself
time you were drunk?:never
time you threw up?:umm... last year
"Just some questions"
do you have any piercings?:ears and belly button
tattoos?:no
if you could live anywhere where would that be?:anywhere but here
are you shy or outgoing?:sorta shy
do you go to partys?:if I am invited
who do you look up to?:Foltzy =] my parents and grandparents
if you could meet any 3 people who would they be?:Cat Osterman, Ryan Shecklar, and Oprah
"This or That"
day or night?:day
mcds or bugerking?:mcd
vanilla or chocolate?:nilla
flowers or candy?:candy
coffee or tea?:tea
sun or moon?:sun
funny movie or scary movie?:funny
pizza or buger?:pizza
"First thing you think of when you hear this word"
spoon:food
batman:robin
love:love
ice cube:ice ice baby
potatoes:fries
"Last 10 questions"
who do u miss right now?:a few people
when was the best day of your life?:umm.. I guess it hasn't happened yet
when was the worst day of your life?:wow.. there were a few this year, and a few last year
do you believe in soul mates?:
whats your worst fear?:losing people that are close to me, death, tornadoes
do u believe in ghosts?:no
what are your 3 most prized possesions?:my phone, and uhhh.....
If you could be with anyone right now who would it be?:my friends
what song describes your life?:umm.. there are a few
whats your most missed memory?:umm... I dunno really
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I love breaking out the old school music!!!

Saturday, July 5, 2008

I Have A Crazy Family

what more can I say?
My family is nuts, even the little kids.
So we went to my aunt and uncles house, we got there about 4:15...
My dad busted into the alcohol. It was 5 and he was on his 3rd one, and then he found the rum, and coke! It was pretty funny.
Then I talked to my cousin Sarah a lot!
We talked about my brother, which was kind of weird. I guess he feels shunned from the family like he is not good enough. But I guess I would feel the same way, although it was his decision to not come around. If I could have a relationship with him I would even though he might not make good choices, he is still my brother.
Then we got a game of basketball going, that was pretty fun. Until I couldn't breathe anymore.
I sat on the back porch for a while, and watched the little ones play on the trampoline and chase each other around. Then I got bored, so I started just shooting around.
Then we had another 3 on 3 game of basketball game, it's pretty fun to play against drunk people.
A little bit later my "aunt" from Flo Rida or according to her Flonaze, I don't know how I always end up with the phone when she calls my aunt and uncles house, but we talked about 2 hours, and we got off the phone at about 1 this morning.
I think we finally went home about 2:45.
I had it all planned out that if I was stopped by a cop I was going to tell them I was driving my drunk parents home..
We got home about 3:15 this morning.
I don't think I actually fell asleep until 5:45, because that is what my clock said and because the sun was up when I finally fell asleep.
and now I think mama is feeling the alcohol, because a new bottle of I-be-hurtin was on the bathroom counter, and she is laying on the couch with her head covered up by the pillows.


mama and mimi =] gotta love it, and yes we are dressed alike

never under estimate the power of a girl, espically when you are drunk!

that would be my mother dancing

my mom and my cousin Tom

that is Tom busing a move

That is my cousin Sarah

Jayson, the gay one haha not really that is Sarah's husband

never let 9 and 10 year olds use your camera

Kileigh and Courtney

That's me on the phone about 1 this morning...

Friday, July 4, 2008

Happy 4th of July Kids

Happy 4th of July!!
Going to my aunt and uncles house today...
going to be interesting..
can you say drunk fest?
I know I can...
I will probably be playing on the trampoline, or making fun of drunk people, or there is always the option of texting!
I think they have fireworks too=]
I am so excited for fireworks... I have been waiting forever to watch them but I don't think anyone has really shot any off...
So I guess this will be better than nothing at all...
I am going to try to take pictures of tonight, so I will post them up here, that is if I get any...

Peace Out, Don't Party Too Hard ha!!


P.S.
I am supposed to put this picture on here, because when I was eating my pancakes this morning I was telling my mom about the "are they going to forget your birthday, and how old you are turning, and how it's July" on the calendar in the kitchen, so this is what mama said....
She doesn't mean it in a bad way either [Al was nervous you would take it the wrong way]

Thursday, July 3, 2008

I Got A Feelin...

tomorrow night is going to be pretty fun...
but I think I am going to have to be a DD
I am glad I got my license to be a DD
But I guess I would rather have me drive sober than one of my parents after they have been drinking....


I was bored so I got on bored.com...
and I decided to read my horoscope
this is what it said..
Gemini
Recent separation from someone could be making things slightly tense between you and a decision will have to be made about where things go from here. You and someone else have unfinished business of some sort to attend to and if you thought a particular discussion had been overlooked or forgotten, then be prepared to discover it hasn't!

IT'S TOTALLY TRUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
Kinda freaky


http://www.bored.com/judgefriends/questions_list.php?qz_id=23359&code=06ab8d9df63b836129099247301c038b
check that out.. I was so bored I made a little quiz I guess about the Mimster


P.S.
Mimster might talk to a cutie =0
look out.... haha
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That is totally how I feel about my friends

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Just One More Thing Before You Leave...

Don't forget to remember me...

Well since I sing along to every song I hear, as long as I know the words, I figured I would "sing" my song on my playlist, since I am eating Subway singing along to all my songs...

We have already decided that I need a karaoke machine since I sing to everything might as well have a microphone to sing with
haha =]

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

New Phily is pretty cool

Soooooooooooooooo
Today,
I went to Phily,
Red door is pretty amazing! I love it!! Even though it's not my house
I felt pretty helpful, except for when I was just kinda sitting there...
I had so much fun though...
Even though I am sad in a small kinda sorta way...
It's all good in the hood...
I always have my box option haha!!
The puppy place was fun too... I want a puppy...
Phily might be pretty sweeeetttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

It Never Fails

that when I am sitting in the house the sun is shining so bright, but I get all my stuff ready and go outside, and the minute I lay down this happens....

I hate clouds